... MY crazY head ...

drinking is baaad... that is all...

MY Maxwell is hoMe to staY... LiFe is Good =D ... i Love you, BaBY!...

i forgot... WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH THE LAKERS???... UGH!... IT PISSES ME OFF SO MUCH!... I DON'T UNDERSTAND IT... DON'T THEY WANT TO WIN???... GOODNESS GRACIOUS... 3-1... THAT IS SO NOT GOOD... DETROIT DEFINITELY HAS AN ADVANTAGE... THEY'RE UP 3-1, AND GAME FIVE IS IN DETROIT... WHAT... THE... F*CK???... OH MAN... DANIEL SAID THAT HISTORY NEVER LIES... WELL, HISTORY SHOWS US THAT NO TEAM HAS EVER COME BACK WHEN THEY'RE DOWN 3-1... BUT, HISTORY HAS ALSO SHOWED US THAT NO TEAM HAS EVER WON ALL THREE HOME GAMES IN THE FINALS (OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT)... SO IF HISTORY NEVER LIES, DANIEL, IT WILL EITHER WAY... IF LAKERS WIN... OR IF PISTONS WIN... BLEH... HOPEFULLY *CROSSING FINGERS* LAKERS WIN... LA LA LA...

i'm sick... i think i had a fever earlier today... bleh... i woke up a little after ten 'cause babe called me... then i watched tv for a little bit, but fell right back asleep... i didn't wake up again until babe called me on his break which was a little after three, i think... i haven't been getting lots of sleep the past few nights... especially friday night when i slept just before five in the morning, and woke just after nine... yup... not good... i feel like crap... lots of crappy stuff has happened today, and i've only been up for not even seven hours... i just don't feel good... i do get to see my baby tomorrow though... i can't wait to see you baby... i love you so much... mmmwah!

... la la la la la la la ... so... i'm kinda tired... i cut my nails today... two of 'em were brokeded (brokeded =P ... oh man)... but yeah... then i painted them clear... i told max that i painted them black, and he was like shut up... and i was like, what? i painted them black, babe. i used to paint my nails different colors all the time... and he was like oh, i didn't know that... and i was all, geez, you're all telling me to shut up... and he was like, well i didn't know you painted your nails before... and i was like yeah, they're not really black =P ... and babe was just like, i don't even know what to believe anymore... ha... you're silly babe... you silly boy, you... blah blah blah... so, we're going to bj's tonight... last night, we all said we were going to meet up at seven... and i got to lorna's by six because i like to be early and that's just how i am... but i guess we're meeting at seven thirty now... oh... well... so now i'm in philip's room chillin'... i know it probably seems like i'm annoyed right now... well, yeah, i am... but i'm not like mad or anything... i just get annoyed at this kind of stuff... like not being on time for anything... but really, i should be used to it... because this is how things always turn out... we all say we're gonna meet at a certain time, but we never do... we're always late... are we on time ever?... nope... it just bugs me... but i'll get over it... it's all good... la la la... so yeah... i'm kinda bored... i wish i could talk to max right now, but he's chillin' with his homies =P ... i love my babe... i miss him a lot... like, a lot a lot... i haven't seen him at all this month... isn't that sad?... there's already been nine days of june, and i still haven't seen him... but yeah... i love you, baby*cakes... mmmwah!... so anyways... some people annoy me... that's all...

the past few nights have been fun... i've really missed everyone... like how it used to be... hanging out every weekend... or every day even... and all of our all nighters and sleepovers... just chillin' and laughin' our butts off... i miss those days... but i'm so glad that i've gotten to see everyone these past few days... and tonight: dancing!!! =D ... oh shoot... watch out, gel's gonna be on the dance floor =P ... hee hee... i can't wait... it's gonna be fun... i've been wanting to go dancing for so long... and since we haven't gone to an actual club, i've had to settle for just dancing around the house =D ... yeah, by myself =P ... it's fun though... seriously a great work out... annie called me one time, and she was all, you sound all out of breathe... and i started laughing 'cause i was just dancing around to damita jo (janet) =P ... it's such a great album to dance to... i love it!... i love dancing... huh, babe?... yeah, max loves my dancing too * wink wink * ... but yeah... so my sister is taking me to lorna*caca's tonight... 'cause we're all supposed to meet there by seven thirty or so... but I KNOW that not everyone will be there on time because that's how it is... WE'RE NEVER ON TIME... EVER!... ha... but * crossing my fingers * there's always a first time for everything... but yeah... lorna's anthony came down to visit her... isn't that sweet?... and he's really a nice guy... very different from other guys... not a bad different... but just different... it is a little weird to hear the things that he says... like, did that just come out of your mouth?... you? a GUY???... but it's very sweet... the way he talks about her... i can tell he really cares about lorna... and he seems to make lorna happy... i love seeing her happy... i'm so happy that she's found someone... it was kinda sad though... 'cause the first night we all hung out, like, everyone was coupled up... and it made me miss my maxi*poo... A LOT... everyone had someone to cuddle with... and be sitting next to in the group picture we took... and i was like awww... i'm alone... i might as well have not been there... babe, hurry up and come home!!!... i miss you so much... * sigh *... bleh... i didn't mean for this to turn out so sad... so anyways... let me just say that if they play bootylicious tonight, y'all better watch out =P ... ha... mmmwah!...

today, i woke up at five forty*five... i got ready... woke my brother up... i drove to the beach, and we ran =D =D =D ... damn, i forgot how hard it was to run on the sand... ha... and my left ankle kept hurting for some reason... i was like dangit... i didn't run as much as i thought i would, but we walked a lot too... it's hard to walk in the sand too!... goodness gracious... great balls of fire... i was all out of breath... bleh... i haven't been to the beach in a long time... i must say that the weather was great!... the sun was out, but it wasn't too hot... it wasn't cold... there was a tiny little breeze... the waves were looking good (ha, i don't really know, but there were a lot of surfers out there so it must've been good =P)... it was perfect... there were a lot of people out there!... it was crazy... i didn't expect so many people to be up at six... i was seriously AMAZED (ha... it amazes me every time!... hi, lorna*caca!) at how nice the weather was... seriously... i hope it's like that again when we go wednesday... my brother agreed to go with me before school... isn't that nice of him?... and i have work too... but i can go in later... so it's all good... so i've done a lot this morning... all before noon... that's crazy... i came home and took a shower... and i washed the dishes... and i ate breakfast... and i did my laundry... that's like a whole days work =P ... well, no... but yeah... ha... oh!... we saw a dead baby seal on the way back to the car =O( ... it was weird 'cause we saw a dead seagull on the way back too... and we didn't see them when we were running or walking... but it was sad... the seal was just a baby... it was little... and who cares about the seagull... "mine, mine, mine, mine, mine..." i hate seagulls... bleh... hee hee =P ... but yeah... i MIGHT have to go into work today... but not to work... ha... 'cause my sister has to do the billing for central supply... and she needs to look at the discharge files of the residents who already left or passed away... and those files are in our office... and i have a key to the office... and arceli isn't working today 'cause of memorial day... and i don't think any of the other managers are working, so... i MIGHT be stuck going just to let her in... hopefully it doesn't take too long if i have to go... i mean, i don't really mind going in... i'm not doing much today... me and my brother might go to the mall later... and i might suprise him by going to sportmart TODAY instead of when i get paid next and buying him his scooter... and i'm gonna buy a football too... so that when me and him go to the beach we could play catch =D ... OH... MY... GOSH!... what is wrong with the filipino channel???... this girl is dressed in a mermaid outfit (well, all of the girls are), and she's singing alanis morisette's ironic... and then the other girls that are just there for decoration were sitting on the stage like singing along with her... it was just stupid... trust me... i really don't like the filipino channel... i don't hate my culture or anything... but having this damn channel on ALL the time just bugs the shit out of me... ugh... turn it off!!!... i'm gonna go deaf... all it is, is people who think they can sing... and game shows with half naked girls in the background doing the same dance move over and over and over and over and over and over and over (get it?) again... goodness gracious... tell them to stop!... yeah, whatever... call me a hater... but i just can't stand it... that's all... but yeah... on a happier note, lorna*caca gets to come home tomorrow!!!... yay... i haven't seen her in a long long long time... and then soon, she gets to finally SEE the love of her life =P ... awww... awww... awww... and be with him... and spend time with him... and get to know him better... awww... awww... awww... he sent me a message on myspace... and then i sent him one back telling him that if he hurts my lorna*caca, i'll be hurting him =D ... hee hee... it's true... i'll break him... 'cause no one in this entire world deserves to be loved and feel loved more than lorna... she's seriously the greatest best friend anyone could ever ask for... there's no one else like her... =D i love you, caca! =D ... i love you, too, baby*cakes... poopie*doopie*doo... sugar*pants (=P actually, that's one of his names for me =P)... my little bunny rabbit, i love you!... forever and ever and ever and ever... i love you, max... hee hee... well, this looks like a good place to end... end happy =D ... mmmwah!...